Ramey Jean
There are just no words...
After a loss, even many years after, what do you feel? what do you say? How do you even attempt to put those feelings into words. Happy ("how could I even use this word with what happened") Sad ("yes, I should, and do feel this way because she is gone") Proud ("there was maybe more I could have done, you are not confidently proud Ramey") Lost (yes, some days I still feel lost.) For every word, whether it be positive or negative, I found (and sadly occasionally continue to)